The Astonishing Color of After by Emily X.R. Pan

the astonishing color of after.jpgWOW. This book destroyed me. Joining Leigh on her journey has been emotionally exhilirating and exhausting at times. It wore me down (in a GOOD way, mind you) because it felt so real.

After her mother’s unexpected suicide, Leigh struggles with the reality of her grief – she sees her mother as a bird, and travels to Taiwan to meet her mother’s parents – her Taiwanese grandparents – for the first time. While she was alive, her mother refused to even speak about her family in Taiwan, so this is a new experience for her. Despite the language barrier, the trip helps her uncover family secrets and realize that her mother’s life wasn’t exactly as she imagined it.

I loved Leigh. She’s fiesty and passionate, and she’s a wonderful artist. I could practically see her art because the descriptions were so vivid, and I wanted to be able to see the world through her eyes. She’s clearly in love with her best friend, and I’m a sucker for best friends falling in love. It’s a well-developed romance, and the flashbacks really allow us to see their relationship develop. Because of that, even though Axel isn’t in the present story very much, he still plays a strong role in the story and feels very well-developed.

Truly, the story isn’t just about Leigh – it’s also as much, if not more so, about her mother and her mother’s family. Their family history is woven throughout the present-day story and Dory and Caro are both vivid protagonists in their stories.

This multi-generational epic is absolutely beautiful. The prose is stunning, and the characters feel entirely real. I laughed, I cried, and I could not stop reeling after it was over. I would highly recommend it to anyone struggling with grief, or really just anyone because it is perfect and wonderful and should be read immediately.

Rating: 5/5 starsΒ 

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